May 2012
27 posts
is it the summer of love or someshit?
because everyone is up on my dick lately. shit.
is it too much to ask
to have someone come serenade me with emily by from first to last?
i honestly wish i fucking knew
why im so goddamn exhausted all the fucking time. i can sleep for fucking hours on end and be so physically and mentally exhausted that i just want to go back to bed. energy drinks dont keep me awake, not even all the coffee in the world can keep me awake. i can sleep for 12 fucking hours wake up and immediately feel exhausted and so damn fatigued. i constantly just want to sleep for days on end....
IM SO EXCITED
its only going to take 3 semesters to get into student teaching! instead of the usual like 5!!! yayyyyyy!!!!
dying
cough cough cough cough
sniffle sniffle sniffle
and the pain doesnt go away.
fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
I hate everyone. It’s official.
the more i re-read tweak, the more i miss being in a drugged out haze all the time. i miss being in my own world 24/7 and drinking and just going about things not knowing exactly what im doing. gr.
everyone is so fake on this site.
paradisc0:
i just want one person to vent to, come say hi to me once in a while instead of me always up there ass, someone who is genuine..
but i guess i forgot this was tumblr.
it makes me so sad to see this. way back when tumblr was super legit, actually the people i follow are still legit but now everyone brought all the facebook bullshit to tumblr and the shit talk and drama is...
I HATE EVERYONE
so glad to finally be going on fucking vacation tomorrow with the most awesome friend in the world. k bai fuckers.
April 2012
10 posts
llaalalalalaala
i think im tired, im in this out of body kind of experience zone thing. but im wired at the same time its crazy. bahaha. tomorrow should be interesting well maybe today? i dont know.
Ugh my mother is so unsupportive im finally doing well and nothing but sabotage left and right and pants that dont even fit. Like really? Do you want me to stay like this? Ugh!
i couldnt be more proud of myself. I’m back at the feeling of not caring what anyone has to say, or think about me. All that matters is what i think about myself im so fucking happy. fuck everyone, ive got exactly what i need to enjoy my life.
i r want my nips pierced meow.
that is all.
i dont think anyone truly understands how unhappy...
i cant fucking wait to move to milwaukee
March 2012
30 posts
Life is so good right now
These last three days have completely turned my week around. :) cant wait to move to milwaukee.
i am just entirely sick of this bullshit
one of the greatest nights of my life
definitely had loads of fun. skipped everyone in line and got in for free. got free shit, got hit on all night. got a bitch kicked out for trying to fuck with me, had the body guard help me get up to jimmy urine to sign my tits, had a stage hand give me one of kittys drumsticks that she clearly used through out the set and she signed it for me, jimmy asked if i had a phd to sign i told him i didnt...
i swear my head is fucked up and riddled with ways to make myself feel like shit.
im trying to work it out and yet when i say what i feel i make myself feel worse because of it. i wasnt absolutely wrong but i wasnt right and i feel like a disaster and im setting myself up for another heartache and i dont know why the fuck i do this shit to myself.
IM FUCKING STUPID AS SHIT
is it really too much to ask to have an awesome boyfriend? like really. someone to cuddle with, shower with, play videogames with, watch movies with, cook for, build forts with, have sex with, i mean come the fuck on. HOW FUCKING HARD IS THAT?!
i mean fuck anytime anyone has a fuck buddy those are generally the things that fucking occur! i do not comprehend the stupidity and ignorance of the...
the whole not wanting a relationship is a complete...
as if hanging out, kissing, cuddling, fucking, and watching movies, etc. isnt a fucking relationship?! is there something im missing, because that is by my definition a relationship what the fuck more is there to one?!
America: the only country with an obesity epidemic...
So pathetic.
